Piper likes chow and I like chow. She usually has tuna and salmon with some occasional chicken thrown in whereas my diet is much broader.
A few weeks ago I made a large batch of chili.
I know people who have spent much of their adult lives perfecting a chili recipe. They've made countless batches to get the amounts just right and donned their alchemist hats to experiment with non-traditional ingredients as if they were transmuting diced tomatoes into gold. Just as folks argue whether gumbo without okra is truly gumbo, many people maintain that chili without beans isn't really chili but rather some imperfect simulacrum.
On this day, I decided to forgo the beans. In addition, my broth was generously cut with beer - Back 40 by New Glarus and my spice dish had a heap of cocoa on it.
When I started cooking I thought that I had a couple of jalapenos to throw in but the chilies proved illusory. D'oh! As my chili cooked, the pot took on this rode hard and put away wet look with crusted chili on the sides as it reduced.
It turned out well though I wish I'd been able to throw some fresh chilies in it. Instead I had to settle for serving it with canned ones.
I have yet to get a hold of this cooking for one thing and so about half the batch ended up in the freezer for another day.
Earlier this week in the antelucan hours I made cole slaw. For some reason I had arisen rather early and, after doing the dishes and sweeping a bit, I realized that the cole slaw mix in the refrigerator wouldn't last forever so I'd better encase it in vinegar suspended in mayo sooner rather than later.
When it came to seasoning I found that my pepper mill was depleted and so the pepper would have to be applied later after a trip to Penzeys. In addition, I made too much dressing but didn't realize it until after I had dumped the slaw mix into the bowl. As per usual, I couldn't remember if one of these bags required 1/2 cup of mayo or 3/4. The answer was the former though I went with the latter. Oh well.
In addition to eating the stuff straight from the container, I also served it with a smoked pork chop.
The chops were neither free-range nor organic and weren't lovingly smoked by an artisanal butcher who chopped the wood themselves. Instead they were sourced from my local supermarket. Needs must when the devil drives.
Into the pan along with the mass-produced chops was my last Winesap apple from a trek last autumn to Lapacek's Orchard, some kraut, and a generous splash of Aidan, a smoked rye oyster stout from Lakefront Brewery.
A simple meal, to be sure, but it was quick and easy to prepare after returning home from the office.
One meal that was not quick and easy was a batch of gołąbki that I made a couple weeks back. It had been a while since I'd made gołąbki proper instead of the soup version and was inspired by a recent meal at a Georgian restaurant where the dolma were tasty.
It was decided to use savoy cabbage instead of white. Regardless of which variety I used I still needed a stock pot to boil the head of wrapper leaves in. Someone helpfully pointed out a very affordable 8-quart model at Farm & Fleet which was purchased that morning while running errands.
The filling was prepared first and the process aided by several sips of some Back 40 bock which had been promoted from chili ingredient to chef lubricator. I used a mix of ground pork and beef from Meat People. Many thanks to the gentleman there who ground the pork as I waited.
In addition to a new type of cabbage, I also cooked in a seasoned beef broth instead of a tomato sauce.
They turned out very tastily. I lieu of tomato sauce, I used some peri peri hot sauce.
Last weekend I made brownies.
Rye brownies, to be exact. Although I sampled like any sane cook would, I really made them for my youngest stepson and his father. The old man has cancer and I do not know his prognosis. Considering that the cancer came out of remission, I have little confidence of it going back for any great length of time. But never say never, right?
While dropping them off I was pleasantly surprised when the old man came down to the foyer to greet me. It had been a year or so since I'd seen him and much longer since we did much more than exchange pleasantries.
He had lost weight and looked gaunt. Not Iggy Pop-like, just plain old gaunt with his cheeks a bit sunken. He greeted me with a hint of a smile and said, "Ah, the other member of the [my wife's name] ex-husband club." Needless to say, I laughed.
He asked if there was anything special in the brownies and I apologized that there was no hash in them. Though disappointed, he remarked that his doctor wants him to eat more though he lacks an appetite a lot of the time. I quipped that I hoped the brownies might help.
We ended up chatting for several minutes about various things such as his health and cats of which he has 3. It was very nice to talk with him for a few reasons not the least of which is simply that we've always gotten along and we were able to share some laughs. But also I think it's good for my stepson to see some comity between his father and stepfather especially now that there is none between me and his mother. Indeed, the opposite prevails, sadly. Lastly, I got see the man in the flesh and hear first-hand a few details about his health.
My guess is that he doesn't have that long, though we'll see how it goes. I am worried because my stepson is not ready for the aftermath of his father's death. Not just the loss of his father, but dealing with his estate, dealing with his father's family in the wake of the loss of a member, etc. I worry about the kid and wonder about the old man's health and was happy that, while he didn't look great, he also didn't look like the walking dead. He was mobile so I think he has a modicum of time left, at least.
Since my divorce began there are moments when my mind spontaneously steps back to a 10,000' view and I look down and see my friends & family, all the social networks of which I am a part and it is both gratifying and humbling. I had one of those moments as I drove away. A weird feeling emerged - that I get along with my wife's ex-husband but not her. Just a recognition that times have changed, I suppose.
Now I need to think about what to make for the next round of sweets for them.