30 October, 2026

Veterans for peace: Soul Patrol

At last night's screening of Soul Patrol (thanks Cinematheque!), I thought about Will Williams a lot and just learned that he passed away this past June. I didn't know the man, although I did chat with him on a couple occasions and heard him speak several times. I also had the pleasure of hearing him sing with his wife, Dot, in the Madison Gospelaires.

Will was a Vietnam veteran who was active in the Madison chapter of Veterans For Peace. During his talks he would chronicle becoming a peacenik, relate what it was like being a black man shipped abroad to fight for the freedom of the South Vietnamese while he and people like him weren't free at home, et al. You can read Will's story in his own words in the book Long Shadows: Veterans' Paths to Peace printed here in Madison back in 2006.

He came to mind as Soul Patrol is a profile of the first all-black Special Ops team in the Vietnam War. It is centered around the final reunion of the remaining members where the men speak about their experiences as well as their love for one another. Director J.M. Harper, who was in attendance, uses interviews, Super 8 footage from a couple members of the team, old stock footage, and newly staged scenes to illustrate the team and the milieu from which it and its members emerged.

Ed Emanuel wrote the book which inspired this movie and he serves as something of a fulcrum around which the stories unfold. It is he who is featured in staged footage that takes place in a grocery store where he sees his younger self as Nietzsche is quoted on the soundtrack.

But we learn about several of the team members. It is the turbulent late 60s. Muhammad Ali refuses military service and the likes of Stokely Carmichael urge black men to do the same. There are riots and assassinations and protests as American society is being wrenched apart. But these men joined the military with more mundane things in mind such as avoiding jail, to get away from an abusive father, to serve their country, and so on.

They go through training and then are assembled into Team 2/6 of Company F, 51st Infantry - a team that would go deep into enemy territory to reconnoiter and bring reconnaissance info back. We get a sense of their routine and of race relations in the Army. One particular incident is described in great detail. While out on patrol with the team hunkered down in the jungle, they encounter a trio of VC platoons who eventually discern their location. But instead of killing them, the North Vietnamese spare the team.

It is a harrowing scenario and it left its mark on the men.

At its core, Soul Patrol is about change, about how these men changed. The movie gives voice to old men reflecting on their youth and how their experiences in the war changed them. They begin as young men full of piss and vinegar and gain wisdom as they get older. They also suffer greatly in the movie, both during the war and after.

Harper uses at least two quotes from Nietzsche to emphasize this theme of change including the famous, dictum "Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." The movie definitely portrays these men sympathetically and shows how they didn't get the help they needed upon returning from Vietnam where they had grappled with monsters - evil - and looked long and hard into the abyss.

I don't get the impression that any of the movie's subjects became monsters, they didn't become evil but they were obviously deeply, deeply affected by dealing with the darkest elements of human nature in others and themselves.

Harper gives his audience a sense of the struggles these men have/had with PTSD, such as when Emanuel describes an incident when he flew into a rage on the highway, while at the same time he gives us a poignant portrayal of the fraternal bonds amongst these men forged in the crucible of Vietnam illustrated by the multiple times they tell one another that they've got their backs covered.

Soul Patrol covers a lot of ground from the chaos in the streets during the 1960s to the war, from a group of young men trying to prove themselves to being mature men with a lot of baggage to deal with from their wartime experiences. The emphasis is on the personal but the broader picture is not neglected.

After the screening, there was a Q&A session Harper as well as retired journalist Jesse Lewis who is in the movie briefly as he was a war correspondent and wrote a series of ground-breaking articles about the experiences of African-American soldiers in Vietnam. Sabrina Thomas, an associate professor in the UW's Department of African-American Studies co-moderated along with Craig Werner, Professor Emeritus in the same department whom I know as the co-author of We Gotta Get Out of This Place: The Soundtrack of the Vietnam War.

Professor Thomas explained that she had seen Soul Patrol earlier in the year in Denver(?) and agitated both director Harper and the Cinematheque crew to have it screened here. So many thanks to her for her efforts. Harper gave us insight into making his movie and his relationships with the subjects. Lewis talked about his time in Vietnam and elucidated on his role in the movie, namely, as someone providing an antidote to the lilywhite coverage of the war that the mainstream press offered.

Soul Patrol is part African-American history lesson, part inquiry into humanity. Vietnam was such a cultural touchstone when I was growing up but it feels like it has almost been forgotten by the culture at large. Perhaps the movie can help give it a reprieve from the memory hole. There were a fair number of younger folk there so there's hope.

I want to end with a couple quotes from Will Williams that goes to show that the themes of Soul Patrol go beyond its running time.

Vietnam made me. I grew up fast in Vietnam. It made me look at life, at all people, as being sacred. There's the pain that I never shake from it. I know I'll never get rid of it. But I also learned that nothing can make me change the way I feel about myself, what I stand for, and what I'll do. I know that in Vietnam I wasn't myself. I'm not the person now that I was then.

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It's really hard to talk about Vietnam. A lot of it is really hard when I think of some of the battles. It's hard. Not just talking about it but after just thinking about it. It doesn't go away right then. One of the things that is hard was, a friend of mine, Ellsworth, who died, who I was trying to save.

Metallica: Do-gooders

A friend recently texted me and another friend an article about how long-time drummer for Iron Maiden - now retired - Nikko McBrain turned down a chance to golf with President Trump. My friend replied, "Yes, good on Maiden fuck Metallica." While I didn't find the comment surprising, it was still weird to me.

Earlier this month James Hetfield told the crowd at one of their concerts:

"I just gotta say, Metallica is not here, like some other entertainers, to influence you with their bullshit, OK? We are here...no bullshit...we're here to forget about all the outside shit, OK? Metallica's agenda is love, energy and heavy music, baby!"

So he basically said that they're going to be apolitical and just have a good time. What is so horrible about love, energy, and heavy music?

These comments got Hetfield a triple ration of opprobrium, perhaps most notably from Roger Waters who immediately went ad hominem. He went on The Katie Halper Show and called Hetfield a "prick" what sounds like a gillion times. I think Waters and his ilk are at the point of accusing anyone who doesn't take a shit with fist raised and head bowed in solidarity with Gaza of being Zionists with blood on their hands.

Waters said, "It's a shame this prick didn't have somebody around him to explain that being kind is way more important than all that loud music and bouncing around and whatever." You'd think Hetfield had called for genocide or, at least, for Palestinian kids to have their hair set on fire. How is an agenda of love, energy and heavy music unkind? It seems to me that Waters is the one spreading hate. He is absolutely reliable in that way and that's why he gets invited onto lefty programs - to spew his bilious hatred so lefties can feel good about themselves without actually having to do anything.

Honestly, I have no idea what the politics are of any guys in Metallica. But a couple days ago one of the rock music news sites I read noted that Metallica is asking fans to donate blood at their tour stops - or Vegas residency. The band's charity organization, All Within My Hands, partners with the American Red Cross on this initiative.

I looked into this further and found that AWMY does a lot more than attempt to get fans to part with their precious bodily fluids. They give money to tech schools and community colleges to help people get an education/acquire skills to enable them to get good paying jobs; money from ticket sales gets donated to food banks; they support organizations that assist people affected by disasters. The band and the organization's board of directors pay all administrative costs so every donation goes to people in need of it.

It seems to me that helping people learn how to weld or be a plumber or become a nurse is a good thing. That is practicing kindness. Feeding people, finding shelter for them in the event of a natural disaster, these are good things, these are acts of kindness. It also seems to me that these actions do a lot more good than telling people about Gaza from a stage during a concert.

Lefties:

"All right, but apart from the blood donations, supporting technical schools & community colleges, helping feed Americans by partnering with Feeding America, helping feed people around the world by working with World Central Kitchen, and helping with disaster relief around the globe, fuck Metallica."

Metallica will be here next June for a show at Camp Randall. Tens of thousands of fans will have a good time, hotels and bars will do good business, a lot of blood will get donated that otherwise wouldn't, and Madison area food pantries will get a boost. More power to 'em, I say.

Pink Floyd wish you a happy Halloween

Meddle may or may not have been released on this day in 1971. Sources do not agree though I seem to have Bing's AI giving today's date. Regardless, here's a seasonal song from the Floyd. (OK, it's really evergreen, if you ask me.)

Gimme dat!

29 October, 2026

Coming soon, 28 October 2026: Ken Russell goodness

Seen at a screening of The Devils.

I went to the theater without a ticket and found that there were only 3 or 4 seats left out of 46 or so. How nice to see a Ken Russell flick that's 50 some-odd years old nearly selling out late in a 2 week run. The audience proved to me a mix of old and young, which was also good to see.

I'd never seen The Devils in its bowdlerized version and so this director's cut was all new for me.

It's 163something and the French city of Loudun has lost its governor which leaves the local priest, Father Grandier, in charge. Grandier may be the sexiest priest in all of France as he is bedding the lay ladies left and right. Plus the abbess of the local convent, Sister Jeanne des Anges, is barely able to contain the lust in her heart that she has for him. But he is at loggerheads with Cardinal Richelieu who wants to tear the city's walls down and bring it to heel along with all of the other cities that have a modicum of independence.

When Baron Jean de Laubardemont comes to town with his 17th century demolition equipment, Grandier is left with no choice but to have his archers threaten the baron and his men. Loudun's walls are saved. For now.

Grandier marries one Madeleine De Brou in secret but their conjugal alliance becomes known to Sister Jeanne who turns insanely jealous. Throw a "witchfinder" into this tense situation and you get an orgiastic "exorcism" at the church while Grandier is away. Upon his return he is tried and - quelle surprise - is found guilty of witchcraft.

For his part, Grandier is introduced to us as a philanderer having impregnated a young Loudunian lady. He doesn't seem to care and abandons the mother of his child. But he has his come to Jesus moment, I suppose you could say, after marrying De Brou. During the scene where Sister Jeanne's flock are thrown into heat and defile the church in a frenzied fit of debauchery, scenes of Grandier out by a lake blessing bread and having a private moment of devotion are intercut with it.

Upon his return he is accused of all manner of transgressions by Sister Jeanne and others whose strings are pulled by the witchfinder and the baron. Grandier admits his failings but denies their scandalous accusations until his fiery end.

All of this is done with Russell's typical hyper-stylized visual aplomb. The city is largely made of white brick while the church has an ebony interior. There's some really nice use of short lenses so many scenes present 2 or more faces at once to the viewer. I was impressed with all of the camera movement and the staging as well. Cinematographer David Watkin not only followed characters but also allowed them to step into the frame or to a new position within it. There were a few really nice crane shots as well. Just a lot of variety in the shots, sometimes natural looking, sometimes ostentatious just as Ken Russell likes it. Vanessa Redgrave is great as Sister Jeanne. She's obsessed and seemingly always on the brink of madness.

And then there's Mr. Beefcake himself, Oliver Reed. He's rakish and chews some fine scenery (although the true chewer here is Michael Gothard as the witchfinder, Father Pierre Barre, who looks like he came straight from the set of Easy Rider), has some tender moments with Madeleine, and then lets loose with righteous anger.

I adored The Devils. It is a wonderful mix of beauty, visual perversity, and, if not an anti-papist message, then a clear warning about the admixture of religion and secular power.

Onto the trailers! And, man, they really stuck it to us. 10 of them.

Doctor Who returns to theaters! Good lord, it's been 20+ years since the show came out of hibernation. This is a great story from the NuWho era.










R.I.P. Patrick Stewart

Farewell to the man who saw everything.

Coming soon, 7 October 2026 - ...an iron curtain has descended between Queen and their fans...

Seen before a screening of Queen: Budapest.

I enjoyed it and hadn't seen much of Queen live before this. Freddie Mercury could really grab the attention of a crowd and hold it. Quite the showman. John Deacon's perm made me chuckle - please never let 80s fashions ever come back into style.

"Tie Your Mother Down", "In the Lap of the Gods… Revisited", and "Seven Seas of Rhye" made for a rockin' medley of some really old tunes near the beginning of the set. Of the newer songs, "Hammer To Fall" stood out for me as it just rocked. 80s Queen pre-The Miracle is really hit or miss for me because of the synths and drum boxes and all of those sounds which have aged so poorly. Here, though, a lot of that plastic sheen is gone, replaced with something grittier that allows the melodies to really shine through. And so I really enjoyed songs such as "I Want to Break Free" and "A Kind of Magic".

Brian May's guitar solo stood out for me. It was simply a nice mix of pyrotechnic shredding, quieter/more melodic passages, and some crazy effects interludes. The whole thing hung together somehow and didn't slow things down or seem out of place.

The movie looked and sounded great. Seeing the band up on the IMAX screen was a real treat.

Onto the trailers!





I really hope this actually gets screened as AMC is good at showing trailers for movies that never grace their screens. Lame. This screened at Cinematheque last week but I was ill and couldn't attend so I am hoping that AMC makes good on their promise.

Another concert film. Sadly I am not a George Michael fan.

Cooler by the lake

Earlier this month I went to Chicago for a family gathering that included some folks from the West Coast whom I do not get to see often. The occasion was to mark the birthdays of a couple cousins of mine, including one who was one of the first people to tell me that life gets better after divorce, but also the retirement of one of them and his husband.

Lots of eating and chatting plus some pinochle which was not cutthroat. It's nice to spend time with family and, with some getting up there in age, I try to savor these moments since I know that some of these folks won't be around all that much longer.

Before going to the soiree, my mother and I took a little walk along the lake by that park area between the Foster and Montrose Beaches. It was a temperate fall day and there was a cool breeze blowing along the path. Lots of people were out enjoying the sun before it cools down and becomes all rainy.



The first Pan de Muerto of the season

While it took a couple of tries, I did find some Pan de Muerto. It had been a couple years since I'd bought any and my first attempt to procure a loaf was at the last place I had bought one, Monona Bakery. Unfortunately, I discovered that the new owners don't appear inclined to make the stuff. However, a trip to Pan & Pan Bakery (& Mexican Cuisine) yielded a couple mini-loaves.


Delicious!

I want to get a little shrine together for All Souls' Day but it occurs to me that I no longer have any physical photos of Grabby and Piper. I shall have to find a way to get a couple printed.

Seasonal kolaczki

Ideal Bakery's autumn trifecta of kolaczki are delicious!


There's pumpkin cream, cranberry, and apple and - trust me on this - they are all delicious. A nice seasonal Polish treat.

What about winter kolaczki? How about prune, mincemeat, and quince?

Spooky supermarket

A non-Halloween sign that takes on new meaning this time of year. Seen at Viet Hoa.

A feast of colors

Unfortunately, I've been to UW-Hospital a few times recently but I was reminded that, not only do they offer excellent care, but they also have some really neat artwork adorning their walls such as this one.


This is A River Runs Through by Madison-born Daniella Willett-Rabin. Isn't it lovely? I love the feast of colors here and how they are in patterns - the quilt and the wallpaper. Lots of animals on display too with some on the quilt, the horses on the painting behind the woman (with her gorgeous, flowing hair), and outside the window. With all of the red and orange, the painting feels "hot", it feels active, alive.

I just noticed how a river not only runs outside the window but through the middle of the quilt and how the one on the quilt is positioned so that it seems like the one outside flows through the window to the inside. Neat.

Beautiful.

Song of the day, 29 October 2026

All Hallows' Eve draws near...

Madison Polish Film Fest 2026

The schedule has been announced.

Oh please, God, make dad give me another Churu!

20 October, 2026

Feed me, hooman!

Song of the day, 20 October 2026

The Cthulhu madness continues!

R.I.P. Delta Beer Lab

Word has come out that Delta Beer Lab on Madison's south side is set to close next week.

The Lab will end regular operations at its taproom at 167 E Badger Rd on Sunday then will stay open for limited hours next week to sell its remaining packaged inventory. The Lab is also rolling out its final beer, SUPERNOVA West-Coast IPA, to mark the closure.

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"Persistently rising inflation year after year has led to reduced consumer spending nationally and locally, while operational costs, including labor, have continued to rise," founder and chief beer officer Tim "Pio" Piotrowski said. "We fought as hard as we could, but we have ultimately run out of resources."

I shall miss the chance of drinking their unfruited Gose.

19 October, 2026

Song of the day, 19 October 2026

I spent the past few days at Gamehole Con where I ran 3 Call of Cthulhu scenarios. Many died and lots of sanity points were lost. So I am in the mood for some Lovecraft-inspired sounds.

Willow got a new blanket

...and enjoys lying on it to bask in the sun.

09 October, 2026

Walk away from the tyranny of convenience

A couple fine podcasts for your listening delectation:


The first is entitled "The Joy of Walking" from BBC radio's The Documentary. It's partly about how the simple act of going for a walk has multiple benefits to stories such as one about a doctor who has integrated walks with patients into their healthcare regimen.


The second is from CBC's Ideas podcast - "The inconvenient truth about convenience culture". An interesting jeremiad against the onrush of AI and the concept of letting machines do everything for us, generally speaking.

It looks at the view that embrace of convenience is a progressive one, one that indicates you welcome the future which, by definition, is better than the present. There's also the proposition that convenience is anti-human, essentially, but also incredibly difficult to opt out of.

Lots of food for thought.

Song of the day, 9 October 2026

While I haven't given the new Son Volt the proper listening to that it deserves, the lead off track is an instant classic.

A cat and her toys